Wednesday, May 27, 2009

to start a new a walk of exposure.
time to rest is a woeful period.
a time to relax, a time to enjoy.
though a time to gain experience,
perplex as it seems,
a time for shopping spree..


as weird as it sounds i became obsessed with shopping this holiday!
thx to a fellow fren,
Ive been indulging myself with life's little luxury it has prepared.
managed to finish 400 on first visit..
200 on second visit..
and another 200 on the third.

oh mein gott...
i have to stop this...
Ive become what Ive dread the most!!

oh well...
I'm still not satisfied!!!!
more shopping trips please!!!!

(heheheh will be going to sunway after this.. designer items anyone?)

oh~ if your looking for cheap aunthentic perfumes, do visit

Thursday, May 21, 2009

sorrowful vise

is it possible that though how many times we deny it...
we lie in of our own demise..
never far long have the road taken us and yet...
we anticipate..
death hallow through the deep set minds..
we are all alike..
in the end were all sinners arent we?
from the holiest of man to the dirtiest of thieves,
were all sinners.
as were taught, sinners die a painful death.
and yet, merciless as it seems....
we die.

it never did daunts me before but euphoria,
a sense of prolong happiness...
can occur on this planet...
when were with the friends we love,
the people we cherish and adore,
bad times are whisked away to be replaced by happy memories...
forever to be depicted as a sense of new beginnings.
sadness prompts creativity but kills any other emotional beings..
maybe it seems weird but....
maybe spending a few hours with new found friends might be good for the soul....

death opens up to a new window.
with friends to poke fun with it..
why not?
the unorthodox tombs...




Wednesday, May 13, 2009

a gift from a good friend.

a nice surprise for a boring day.
at least its brighten up due to an unexpected surprise..
thx mr shah!
really do appreciate it!

p.s. sorry for the blurred images... my phone is out of order... these were caught by my brother's phone.. (sigh no more camwhore moments)

Monday, May 11, 2009

to Chronos for Eros

to write,
my mental state is to be weary..
blank as it seems words resonance through clean and clear.
to be precise,

the end has already began.
the two year era ended with a sullen good bye and a hallowed will of unfortunates.
though began a new,
the end of my ways,
my only virtue,
to the brimming birth of the beginning,
the divided truth,
the matriarch or matrimony,
the answer to the man at sea

love by any chance, was breathe upon me,
lingering from the tip of my hair,
running over my warmth....
warmth the skin on my sullen face...
warmth the limbs of mu adjusted hands....
warmth the soul of my forbidden body...
the end..
oh the end...

through my deliberately created void of emptiness to fulfill the unforsaken lust of the demon ripping it's claws upon me from the innards out.

warmth flows from the inside to the outer shell to cast shadows of limber thorns deliberately cutting the missing skin,
plunging its eyes into mu sore muscles,
cutting through the flesh unto my heart to nonetheless devoid attention over the masked evils once called home.
unravel thy thee to reveal thy demon bespoken to as prejudice.
reference of the devil mind, benevolence thy give birth..
melancholic lulls of future testimony............

eager for the future yet lust for the past.
forgotten present...

Eros you are too cruel to fall for Chronos.....
eating the worms inside you he will....
indulge in the undyings...
remember the truth.
immortality means not when you are alone.
yet means hell when u have are in chains................

blasphemy i befriend you.
may chaos erode and the partisans to continues...
may adversaries lie to face the earth
and devout to the hymns of death..
march on dear lowly souls...
thy poltergeist shan't fear thy truth..

LUST derives me.
love enrages me.
lies envelopes me.

Monday, May 4, 2009

visit me!!!!!

my designs...
a few of them that is..
>under my photos.
>designs (duh)


a;how are you today?

z;fine thank you... and you?

a;fine actually.
have you heard the news?

z;news? care to elaborate??

99% of the student body finds you

that's so sweet of them.

deranged as i am i am still satisfied.
scandal-r-us call me thy name.
happy as i may,
thy heart still full of dismay.
i shan't.
i cant.

I'm bored....
the end of semester.
quite fun actually.

do look up my works aka designs.

quite ghastly i find it..

had outing with family...
1st in a veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery long time.
mum quite fance the event.
giddily she brought out her camera.

the dinner