procrastinating

blinded i am by the shallow doubts of man!
oh how the constraint of decency and morality have tide me,
bind me to this wretched world of lost lusts,
deprived sexuality and missing mentality...

(end of drama)

(start of blab in..)

3

2

1

yes.
another blinded week of torture..
thanks to the sudden scare of the recent influenza A(h1n1) I've been sent back home to recuperate... (seems like I'm down and out... with ILI (influenza like illness mind you)
after the trip to the hospital,
i slept for 3 days.
waking up for food and toilet.
enough about that
boring old same old

due to the holiday,
I'm stuck with assignments ('hooray')

finishing up my research, looking for samples (snipped some fabric from KAMDAR myself... hahahaha so speaks the devil in me..)
and 5o designs...

how the hell am i to make total cover up ( no plunging neckline and so on..) sexy???
dang

thanks to the morality rules I'm toast...

creativity stump;
productivity; 0 (zero)

ive been lazy

forwardly I've been subliminally lazy to the point of business.
hahahah
what with the start of the new semester and all... (im in my final year! ^-^)
this semester to start it off...
I've got design.
Malay traditional.
omg.
how awkward for me!
me and Malay don't really match.
i look the part but i don't play it... (sadly)
i don't even know the names of Malay cooking!
don't get me started with vegetable.

so with a great big sigh and huge omg3 later...
the RESEARCH BEGAN!!!
through several hours of lonely days ahead...
again
and again
and again
i finally agreed upon to myself to just settle for 'burung cendrawasih' (bird of paradise)



dang it.. i want to make it Gothic theme for heaven's sake!!!
might i commit blasphemy in the fashion syllabus if i do so???
whatever fuck them....
I'm gonna challenge them by making my dress as vulgar as possible! (devil's laugh ensues)

i aint happy but I'm glad.

illust
ms prinses, queen hails from sabah.
shes good to work with.
friendly. but shouted at me (in a friendly manner) bout typical boys and their infatuation with the female figure (nude drawings)
i cant help myself.. :)

etr
short for entepenuership
we have to propose a company together.
in a group of 6.
damn
general manager: me (!)
finance manager: nina
operation manager: deedee
marketing manager: yuyu
production manager: nono
designer: fizi

amazingly were progressing very well...
may even start it for real :)

induction!
hahahaha
its finally our turn to bully!
i mean to re-educate the juniors.
as it all falls down, i became the leader for the havoc to ensue.
muahahahaha
3 days of mayhem
let the humiliation begin....